have you ever?

have you ever felt alone even though you're surrounded by a million people.
have you ever been replaced by those you cared most about.
have you ever felt betrayed by someone you trusted with all your heart.
have you ever felt like you were alone in this game called life?

now take those feelings.
multiply it by about five thousand.
and that's where you have me.

it's an easy way to sum up all of my feelings.
and put it into one short, easy to remember sentence.
"i feel like the world is out to get me."

like honestly,
i don't know why i'm like this.
i don't know if it's something from my past,
or if it's just an insecurity.

but i feel like almost everyone i know.
i feel like everyone i gave my complete trust to,
i feel that they're turning around on me.
in some way.

and even the people that i don't know,
them too.

i don't know why.
i can't explain it.

i wish there was someone who could.

but whether it's explained to me or not,
it's still the way i feel.