My dad meet Billy Ray Cyrus

kind of.

Billy Ray came out when Miley was singing, idk what song, the one before Fly on the Wall.

and he stood up on the camera stand,
after he walked back by my dad,
my dad said Hi.

Billy Ray shook my dads hand and patted him on the back he also said something but it was to loud to understand .



ldslfkshdklfh
:)

dad also says nick and cute :)

sucky day

holy shit.


it started off okaaay.

then my dad finds the secret i'm sending to postsecret and it includes him in it.
so he comes and talks to me about that and i'm like hysterically crying
then after that, i watched Gilmore girls and cried during EVERY scene.
seriously.
i just laid in bed and cried like all day.


then, Josh.
the one fucking guy who is suppose to fucking be here for me,
i haven't talked to him in like a week, i mean. we've had a few "hey, what up?" convos.
but he's been to fucking busy drinking and going to casinos to worry about anything going on with me, Especially when I'm crying. wow. f.U.


THEN i go out to get chicken fingers, cause i need comfort food, obvs.

AND THIS FUCKING GUY ALMOST HIT ME.
there were two police cars like talking to some guy, and the police cars were taking up the whole lane, so this fucking guy in the HUGE truck decides he can just go around them thinking he has the fucking right away.
and here i am, just driving along trying to go get me some comfort food, and all of a sudden, i have these two HUGE headlights shining RIGHT at me.
so i slammed on my brakes and the cops like look over like WTF? and i'm like freaking out, and one of them was like "are you okay...?" and what not, so i just reversed my car, and let the fucking idiot go.
OH THEN THE TWO CARS BEHIND HIM DECIDE TO GO. I was like... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! fucking idiots dont know how to drive.

so anyway, i went to mcdonalds and got my chicken fingers, but i was suppose to get a large and the fucking lady gave me a medium, AND NO HONEY MUSTURD. god.damn.fucking.idiots.

then i went to CVS got ice cream, cookies, and chocolate, then i walked over and got three diet cokes, and laughed cause, i have like all this junk in my hand and diet coke. well anyway.

i'm home now, gonna crawl in bed and watch movies.

I need

a job, this is horrible not having any money.
especially since Christmas is now coming up around the corner

dream

Army: To see the army in your dream, symbolizes an overpowering force working against you. You may feel outnumbered or pressured and unable to deal/overcome this situation.

Mall:To dream that you are at the mall, represents your attempts in making a favorable impression on someone. The mall is also symbolic of materialism and the need to keep up with the trends, fads, and/or the latest technology.

Build-a-bear: To see or receive a teddy bear in your dream, suggests a regression to an earlier state. It symbolizes lost security, comfort, companionship and implies that you need to be reassured and taken care of. You may be reminiscing about early childhood memories. Alternatively, a teddy bear signifies an immature relationship. Alternatively, a teddy bear signifies an immature relationship.

Popcorn:To see popcorn in your dream, suggests that you are full of ideas. It may also indicate that certain truths/facts are being made aware to you.

Driving: To dream that you are driving a vehicle, signifies your life's journey and your path in life. The dream is telling of how you are moving and navigating through life. If you are driving and cannot see the road ahead of you, then it indicates that you do not know where you are headed in life and what you really want to do with yourself. You are lacking direction and goals. If you are driving on a curvy road, then it indicates that you are have difficulties in achieving your goals and the changes associated with it. Alternatively, driving a car in your dream, is analogous to your sex life and sexual performance. Consider how you are driving and what kind of car you are driving and how it relates to your waking sex life.

To dream that someone else is driving you, represents your dependence on the driver. You are not in control of your life and following the goals of others instead of your own. If you are driving from the passenger side of a car, then it suggests that you are trying to gain control of the path that your life is taking. You are beginning to make your own decisions.

OH, this commercial

D:

It just kind of sucks. A lot. I wish I had someone to talk to. But I don't. I always feel like I'm burdening people with my problems. I never say anything. Figure, if they wanted to know, they'd ask. But they never do. I don't have anyone. I haven't felt so alone in such a long time. My life is seriously falling the fuck apart. And I don't know how to make it stop. And what's worse is, I have no one. I thought it was just me pushing people away. But really, I have no one. My friends have problems of their own. & the people I do choose to talk to have nothing to say. Maybe I expect too much? Maybe I'm being selfish? Maybe it's just bad karma? I don't know what it is. But it's bad. And all it does is get worse. I want someone to be there for me. Someone who doesn't yell at me, or criticize me, or tell me things I already know. Someone who doesn't state the obvious, or tell me I'm fucking up. It's hard to admit when you need help, but really.... I need help. & I want someone who will help me.


I brought this all on myself,
but I can't do it alone.

i got pulled over!

kinda.

soooooooo,
i'm going like about 50 miles on what i thought was a 45mph street,
and all of a sudden i drive by this cop and automatically does a U-turn.
His lights didnt go off, so i wasn't exactly sure what was upppp.
so i do a lane change cause i needed to be in the right lane. and i wanted to know if the cop was following me. sure enough, i look in the rearview mirror and there he is. So we pull up to a red light, and he gets out from behind me, and pulls up next to me.

Cop mouths-roll your window down
*i roll it down*
Cop-Do you live in Avondale?
Me-Yes.
(this is about the point my face starts going red)
Cop-Well, then you should very well know not to go 53 in a 35mph zone
*i nod my head* Me-Yes
(soooo, because i live in avondale... i should know not to go above the speed limit....? OH, and i'm almost 99.9% sure it was a 45mph zone, NOT 35mph. which i will be checking tomorrow...)
Cop- I should be pulling you over right now and writing you a ticket.
*pause* shouldn't I?
Me-Yes.(I HATE WHEN COPS DO THAT!!! WTF, NO.
OF COURSE I DONT WANT YOU TO PULL ME OVER!sdklfjs;adlkfj;sdkljf)
Cop-Well, Slow it down
Me-Okay.
*i roll my window back up.*

okay, now THIS is my favorite part!!!
HE TURNS ON HIS SIRENS,
so he can run the red light.
(he was in the left lane)
just so he could turn around.


no, REALLY?!@!?!?!?